{"id":1046,"date":"2013-09-08T11:16:01","date_gmt":"2013-09-08T01:16:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/?p=1046"},"modified":"2015-01-03T07:39:42","modified_gmt":"2015-01-02T21:39:42","slug":"personal-journal-cmo-214-1120","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/?p=1046","title":{"rendered":"Personal Journal, CMO, 215-1120"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.drlgraphics.com\/images\/Olympus\/travellerbanner.jpg?w=600\"  style=\"border:none;padding:0px;border-radius:0px;box-shadow:none;\" \/><br \/>\nBegin recording.<\/p>\n<p>I &#8230; I can&#8217;t get that woman out of my head. Not in the normal way &#8211; she did something to me &#8230; I could feel her thoughts when she tried to peek into my thoughts. How did I know what she was doing? How was I able to block her? Is that why she looked at me the way she did? She did that same head tilt my mother &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>[confirmed: ambient noises, 36 seconds.)<\/p>\n<p>My mother. Haven&#8217;t thought about her in years, but she&#8217;s got to be the reason this happened. I barely remember her but I do have vague memories of her telling my father to do something and him doing it, even when he didn&#8217;t want to. It&#8217;s long past the point where I can lie to myself.<\/p>\n<p>My mother was a telepath. She could have been Zhodani for all I know. In retrospect,\u00a0Raweh would be a perfect place for a psi to hide with their ridiculous insistence on that Reformed Submissionist nonsense &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>That means &#8230; that means I might be a psi.<\/p>\n<p>[confirmed: ambient noises, one minute, twelve seconds.]<\/p>\n<p>What am I going to do?<\/p>\n<p>Allah help me. I have no idea what to do.<\/p>\n<p>End recording.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Begin recording. I &#8230; I can&#8217;t get that woman out of my head. Not in the normal way &#8211; she did something to me &#8230; I could feel her thoughts when she tried to peek into my thoughts. How did I know what she was doing? How was I able to block her? Is that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1046","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-tnd_logs"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1046","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1046"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1046\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2064,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1046\/revisions\/2064"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.olympusrpg.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}